Disneyland Date

Okay, so I have been seeing this guy for a while now and we aren't officially boyfriend and girlfriend. Which means that it is entirely possible that he is seeing other women. I hate the idea that he could be seeing other women. I am not seeing other men. I should tell him that I am not seeing anyone else. Anyway, a week ago he and I went to disneyland. We spent an entire day together just him and myself. It was so much fun. We both had a great time. He stayed over and spent the next morning with me as well. We are still not official. I am trying to get to see him and make plans with him but I do it before he can make plans with me so it's like I am the only one making plans. I just get real excited. I need to stop. I just want to have fun. Everyone else gets so serious. Trying to give me the most lame advice when they are single and don't know how to pick great guys at all. Yeah, why should I listen to their advice again?

All this talk about not putting your eggs into one basket. Now tell me this when you go to the chicken coop to get the eggs how many baskets do you carry with you? I mean seriously. I have gone out with so many guys and this is the one that I have gone out with on more than one date and we both like each other. I don't like being told that I need to hold back. I would regret it if I didn't put myself out there and lost a relationship over it. At least I am being honest.

I am finding that the happier I am the more people like to bring me down or say negative things about what I am doing. I am not a fan of this. My brother in particular. He's upset or depressed about his life and has to say negative things to me because I am happy and he is not. Really getting tired of his black cloud syndrome. He needs to realize that he needs to make himself happy and stop relying on others to do it for him.