Well, I have had one of the most interesting days. I feel real crappy. Crap being the beginning of my troubles. Anyway, I hate how I have to keep some of my relationships and thoughts to myself. I cant share myself with everyone. I am too easily judged or criticized and I hate it. My work buddy ( who I am in love with) is gone this week on vacation. I have decided to keep myself from text messaging him for a week. It has been quite easy. I haven't text him since last friday. I wonder how long this will last.
I have been busy with my new addition to my family, Beau. I rescued him from the shelter over here. He is the same age as my other dog and he's smaller so it works out perfectly. HoneyBee is very dominant so I think she will enjoy having a little male around that she can punk.
Can I just say that I love having two dogs. HoneyBee likes having the attention but she doesn't like being held all the time. Beau loves being held all the time so there is a balance. I hold Beau while throwing HoneyBee's toy. It is perfect. He is underweight so I am fattening him up. He loves food. His favorite room is the kitchen. Whenever he does something he is proud of he goes and waits in the kitchen for his treat. Isn't he cute?
My sister is getting married this weekend. I dont really have any feelings about it. I find that strange shouldn't I feel something? I guess not. I don't believe in marriage anyway. I don't thinkit works. We live too long for marriage to be successful.
The moment that I decided that I am not interested in getting married or having a man in my life I became happier. I do love my work buddy yes this is true but I don't have to date him or see him everyday or talk to him everyday. Once in a while is enough for me and during work hours.
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