I hate when I try something and fail. I really hate it. I'm so good at work why wouldn't someone want to hire me. I mean I can learn just about anything and do it well. I don't like to fail so not getting this job really bothers. I don't like admiting to my friends that I didnt get the job either. I mean really it's embarassing. I think I did all I could to put myself out there and let it be known that I really wanted this position. I don't think there was anything else I could have done. It's fine. They don't want to hire me they dont have to but I really wanted to give my two week notice this week. I am just forever stuck in recreation and I hate that. I dont like my boss she is a complete idiot. I dont know how she got her job other than brown nosing and being in the right place at the right time. I have no idea what that is all about. I dont care for two of my coworkers they are petty little gossip queens and I dont have time for their immaturity. going to have to cut 'em at the knees whenever i hear that gossip bs.
my work friend has been getting on my nerves these past couple of weeks. he doesnt know what to say and so he says nothign when im in a crisis and i cant stand that shit. he always says the wrong thing and it pisses me off. he doenst understand what he is donig so its like getting mad a complete idiot who doesnt get things so i have been distancing myself from him. he is oblivious to me. i dont think i can talk to him for a while. maybe june.
i feel like im going through so many things alone. which is fine i just dont get any understanding or empathy from anyone else and i hate that. because i am told that i need to be understanding of others but i am not given the same courtesy. i am feeling real shitty. i am going to have to turn to tequila and margarita mix.
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