So my work buddy is away on vacation with his kids. I love this man but unfortunately he only wants to be friends with me and so I have to think of him as having a vagina. what a world we live in. the story of my life here. The man I want doesn’t want me and the men I really don’t want, want to date me. Why does this happen?
I dontknow what to do to get Chucky to want me I just have given up. It isn’t worth it. I have to have him in my life so I will take him however I can get him and friends is fine. I like having him as afriend.
I just hate how he just wants to be friends. I mean he must really not want me if he just wants to be friends. that is how bad it is.
i hate this crap. Online dating is the worst thing in the world. these short guys want to talk highly of themselves and let you sit there and listen to them go on about themselves and convince you that they are awesome. yeah if you were so awesome you wouldn’t be boasting about yourself over dinner while i try not to fall asleep. Lame.
I dont know if i will be able to date anyone while i still have feelings for chucky. i mean this can be a bad thing here.
he is away on vacation and i hate that i havent seen him in days. four days so far and another one to go until i will see him. this sucks. i hate how i am so honest with him. i tell him that i miss him and stuff. he doesnt say that to me unless i ask him.
i am hanging up my dating shoes. i dont think i want it as much as i thought i did. the rejection is the kicker. i hate being rejected by douche bags that i dont give a shit about. they are real rude about it.
anyway, it sucks knowing that the person you love doesn’t love you back. it is the story of my life as far as men go. horrible.
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