Well, I have decided to not give any man the time of day that feels the need to ask me if I am bitchy, cold or complain too much. What type of questions are those to ask someone you barely know? What type of man would ask a woman those questions. I told this guy that I am not warm and fuzzy so he should look else where. He left the conversation and I was relieved.
All I know is that I refuse to live by someone else’s rules and try to fit in someone’s approve dosage of personality traits. This guy was short anyway. The first thing he asked me was am I snotty and with a shrimp like him I am totally snotty. Goodbye Dave good luck to you and the poor girl that decides to date your middle aged self. deuces.
On to bigger and better things, like myself. Speaking of me, I had a terrible day at work well not so much terrible as annoying. My so called work friend is on my nerves and is becoming quite self centered. I found myself avoiding her so I wouldn’t have to hear the moans and groans. Whatever right. I am too busy and I really don’t care about such things. I know I am harsh but I have been harsh this whole time, deal.
My work buddy who I am in love with finally came back today after being on vacation. When I saw him I wasn’t ready to see him so I kind of ran away. When he saw me he was very excited to see me but I wasn’t in the best of moods with the way that my day was going and the amount of work I had sitting on my desk. When I saw him I was caught off guard and there was a group of guys there watching us so I really didn’t want them to see us talking you know. Especially since one of them already commented that we were dating. I guess I would rather not open that can of worms again. I know that in the end I am only hurting myself when I was avoiding him but I was already trying to get out of there because it was already awkward for me.
He stopped by the office shortly after that and he did not come to chat with me. I dont know if he stopped by my door later but he owes me a hug from his trip and i didn’t want him to give it too me in front of an audience. Yes, I do love him and he knows that already. I dont know if he has any feelings for me whatsoever but he might be considering it. When i saw his face light up when he saw me it made my day.
Anyway, I sent him two texts this evening and i have heard back from him. he is proably busy or doesnt want to text back or he wants to reply in person. i wonder if he will wait until 11pm to text me back like last night. that is just too late for me.
i was hoping that he and i would go to lunch sometime this week but i think he forgot or he wont have time. maybe he was avoiding me because he didnt want to hug me. :-( dude i dont know i am not good with men at all.
Okay he just text me. He gets me thinks im weird but loves it so i am okay with it. yay….
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