New Job

I have been at a new job for almost two months.  I was so excited to try something new and for new challenges.  I was also excited because I thought that this would mean that my work buddy would now want to date me or consider dating me because we no longer work together so that it would be okay now.  NOPE.  that is not the case.  We have gone to dinner but with this children. He invited me to his house but there were other people there and there was a few weeks there were we were going to lunch together.  I am annoyed by this man.  The work excuse was just that, an excuse.  He doesn't want to date me period.  It doesn't matter where I am or what I am doing he just doesn't want me. Period.  Now I don't understadn this because I am so much better than he is.  He should feel so lucky to have someone like me want to be with him.  He wants to talk to me everyday he wants to spend time with me every week but he does not want to date me.  I hate that so much that I am cutting him off.  No more lunches, dinners, parties nothing.  I am done.  I am going to play the game like a man now.  Its going to be like this: If you dont do what i want i am leaving no comprimise no notice just deuces.

I have a feeling that i will run into him this week so i am going to have to come up with a plan for what i will do if and when that happens or just let happen and whatever goes, goes.  over this drama.  i am over being rejected by dudes that suck.  people say you have to put yourself out there.  i am doing that and what is out there is a bunch of trash.  lame1