monday 11/19/2012

I am trying to understand Zack.  I am giving him his space.  i have feelings for him.  I hope this isn't some kind of mania brought on by my meds side effects.  I am feeling a sense of love and i am not sure it is real.  i hate being in my head like this.  is it because of my daydreaming or of my dreaming that i am feeling such love?  I am not sure.  based on actual events i could have fabricated a feeling. is there such of a thing as one-sided intimacy.  i believe there is something wrong with me and relationships.