BHIP

Okay so today is the third day of bhip and we had our assessment. I am heavier than I thought I was. The good thing is that this is a starting point for me and now I can keep track of my weight better.

Happy New Year

A week into the New Year and I feel great. I start a new fitness program tomorrow so that should be very interesting and difficult. My good friend has suprised me with his behavior this week. We didn't have any plans to spend time together but he did stop by to chat with me a few times. I'm not so sure what's going on with him but he is different somehow. Happy to see me. He couldnt stop talking to me and he lit up when he saw me. The other day we were talking and we were sitting real close to each other and we had a moment. He leaned in and looked deeply into my eyes then caught himself and backed away and left.

Not sure what to make of it. I really want to think that he has feelings for me. I dont know what is going on. I love him.