Friday:
well, i am here at work alone spent the morning knocking out some netflix. i am glad to get those out in the mail they werent very good. anyway, so like usual i am keeping track of the time apart from my friend. it has been three weeks since we spent time together. i tink he is okay with this. this only means i wont see or spend time with him for the rest of the year.
he is mad at me that is totally fine or he thinks i am mad at him which is fine as well. i think i need some separation from him. i mean a lot of separation. he really bothers me. he is the one who wanted to go to lunch on a weekly basis and he is the one that stopped going to lunch with me and never talked about it again after one time. i am so tired of this clown. if he is busy that is a lie because he hasn't been talking to me at all. no text, email, voicemail nothing. i am so done with his bull shit and he can suck it big time with all of that irrational reasoning bs he does.
when do you know you are lonely? what are the signs of loneliness? i mean i would love to be in a couple but i haven't been in a couple for such a long time. nine years so really what am i missing? i am not sure?
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