i had a great time last night catching up with a couple of ex coworkers. we laughed and had a great old time. i havent had fun with those two in a long time. i am glad that we were actually able to get together this time.
anyway, as a result of last night i am scheduled to run my first 5k in february. i am excited and nervous about it but i am doing it. this is just what i need to get my butt in gear. i love having goals. also, one of the girls wants to walk the perimeter of the university once a week and i told her i would do that with her. i need to move more. i am getting real excited because i lost 5.3 lbs in a month and i didnt even know i was doing it. i can't believe it. i think it has to do with not having much of an appetite and not feeling the need to eat everything in sight due to depression.
Well, let's note that today is friday and i havent heard from Zack since last week friday when i asked him if we were going to lunch and he said no. when he stopped by on tuesday i didnt drop everything to give him all of my attention. he said hi and i said hi and that was it. over that chump. i am not exactly sure what the deal is with him but i think i am just done. i am tired and frustrated with him way too much to even entertain spending any time with him.
i am much more interested in losing weight and being healthy both physically, mentally and emotionally and i think he henders me from doing that. he doesnt support me and he doesnt really do much for me. i am done.
Anyway, i know this is a tired ass conversation that i have on a monthly or so basis. i am not sure how long this will last.
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